i don't know what to say about your "weibo things", but i think you have to try to control yourself.
the experience that you have just went through is the indispensable steps of your way to grow up
cheer up, do not forget you have to take a TOEFL test in three weeks, and this test costs you 1415 RMB
just relax yourself today and make a plan for the next three weeks, wish you will be yourself tomorrow
PS. i'm sorry i cannot type in chinese, coz my laptop sucks, and it seems to have lost its function of typing chinese...i think i have to download a new version of typing software...