He accepts that he can't control everything, because he knows that sometimes giving up control is the best way to achieve command over chaos. If he wakes up in the middle of the night, he knows that accepting sleeplessness is one of the best ways to fall back to sleep. He accepts that almost every choice in life is a choice between sacrifice and compromise. And if he lives right, he'll face the future with a bearable burden of each.
Make sure this is something you want. Only now you must take the fight into the open, into hostile territory. You are a lion in a fields of lions, all hunting the same elusive prey with the desperate starvation that says, victory is the only thing that can keep you alive. So believe your voices that you can run a little faster, than you can throw a little harder. Whatever legacy you gonna live, live your legacy.