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本帖最后由 domudomu 于 2010-1-29 16:43 编辑
I read the other day some verses(诗节) written by an eminent(知名的,良好品质的) painter which were original and not conventional. The soul always hears an admonition(告诫,轻责) in such lines, let the subject be what it may. The sentiment(伤感,柔情,态度) they instill is of more value than any thought they may contain. To believe your own thought, to believe that what is true for you in your private heart is true for all men,--that is genius. Speak your latent(潜在的,隐藏的) conviction, and it shall be the universal sense; for the inmost in due time becomes the outmost,--and our first thought is rendered back to us by the trumpets(喇叭,鼓吹) of the Last Judgment. Familiar as the voice of the mind is to each, the highest merit we ascribe to Moses, Plato, and Milton is that they set at naught(零) books and traditions, and spoke not what men, but what they thought. A man should learn to detect and watch that gleam of light which flashes across his mind from within, more than the luster of the firmament of bards and sages(圣人). Yet he dismisses without notice his thought, because it is his. In every work of genius we recognize our own rejected thoughts: they come back to us with a certain alienated(感到孤独的) majesty. Great works of art have no more affecting lesson for US than this. They teach us to abide by our spontaneous impression with good-humored inflexibility then most when the whole Cry of voices is on the other side. Else, to-morrow a stranger will say with masterly good sense precisely what we have thought and felt all the time, and we shall be forced to take with shame our own opinion from another.
(说出自己内心的想法,艺术教会我们追寻自己的想法)
There is a time in every man's education when he arrives at the conviction that envy is ignorance; that imitation is suicide; that he must take himself for better for worse as his portion; that though the wide universe is full of good, no kernel(核,重点,核心) of nourishing corn can come to him but through his toil(长时间,低报酬) bestowed(赠给,授予) on that plot of ground which is given to him to till. The power which resides in him is new in nature, and none but he knows what that is which he can do, nor does he know until he has tried. Not for nothing one face, one character, one fact makes much impression on him, and another none. This sculpture in the memory is not without preéstablishcd harmony. The eye was placed where one ray should fall, that it might testify of that particular ray. We but half express ourselves, and are ashamed of that divin(天赐,极好,预测) idea which each of us represents. It may be safely trusted as proportionate(成比例, 相称的) and of good issues, so it be faithfully imparted(通知,授予,赋予), but God will not have his work made manifest(明显,清楚显露) by cowards. A man is relieved and gay when he has put his heart into his work and done his best; but what he has said or done otherwise shall give hint no peace. It is a deliverance which does not deliver. (这是一种不能兑现的解脱)In the attempt his genius deserts him; no muse befriends; no invention, no hope. Trust thyself: every heart vibrates(振动) to that iron string. Accept the place the divine providence has found for your the society of your contemporaries, the connection of events. Great men have always done so, and confided themselves childlike to the genius of their age, betraying their perception that the absolutely trustworthy was seated at their heart, working through their hands, predominating in all their being. And we are now men, and must accept in the highest mind the same transcendent(卓越的,至高无上的) destiny; and not minors and invalids in a protected corner, not cowards fleeing before a revolution, but guides, redeemers,(积分商户) and benefactors, obeying the Almighty(万能的,强大的) effort, and advancing on Chaos and the Dark.
(嫉妒是愚蠢的,模仿是自杀性的,当投入工作后,身心会有所解放,遵守强大的力量,并且在黑暗中前进)
What pretty oracles(圣的,权威) nature yields us on this text, in the face and behavior of children, babes, and even brutes(畜生)! That divided and rebel(反叛,反抗) mind, that distrust of a sentiment because our arithmetic has computed the strength and means opposed to our purpose, these have not. Their mind being whole, their eye is as yet unconquered, and when we look in their faces, we are disconcerted(不安,慌张,窘迫). Infancy conforms to(遵循) nobody; all conform to it, so that one babe commonly makes four or five out of the adults who prattle(逗小孩,那样的说话) and play to it. So God has armed youth and puberty(青春期) and manhood no less with its own piquancy(痛快) and charm, and made it enviable and gracious and its claims not to be put by, if it will stand by itself. Do not think the youth has no force, because he cannot speak to you and me. Hark(听,重提)! in the next room his voice is sufficiently clear and emphatic. It seems he knows how to speak to his contemporaries. Bashful or bold, then, he will know how to make us seniors very unnecessary. The nonchalance(漠不关心) of boys who are sure of a dinner, and would disdain as much as a lord to do or say aught to conciliate one, is the healthy attitude of human nature. A boy is in the parlor(客厅) what the pit is in the playhouse; independent; irresponsible, looking out from his corner on such people and facts as pass by, he tries and sentences them on their merits, in the swift, summary ways of boys, as good, bad, interesting, silly, eloquent.(雄辩的,传神的) troublesome. He numbers himself never about consequences, about interests: he gives an independent, genuine verdict(裁决,意见). You must court him: he does not court you.
(分析孩子的一些行为,婴儿也是有语言有观点的)
But the man is, as it were, clapped into jail by his consciousness. As soon as he has once acted or spoken with éclat, he is a committed person, watched by the sympathy or the hatred of hundreds, whose affections must now enter into his account. There is no Lethe(遗忘,记忆缺失) for this. Ah, that he could pass again into his neutrality! Who can thus avoid all pledges, and having observed, observe again from the same unaffected, unbiased, unbribable(不可收买,不可贿赂), unaffrighted innocence, must always be formidable. He would utter(说出) opinions on all passing affairs, which being seen to be not private, but necessary, would sink like darts into the ear of men, and put them in fear. These are the voices which we hear in solitude, but they grow faint and inaudible as we enter into the world. Society everywhere is in conspiracy(阴谋,密谋) against the manhood of every one of its members. Society is a joint-stock company, in which the members agree, for the better securing of his bread to each shareholder, to surrender the liberty and culture of the eater. The virtue in most request is conformity. Self-reliance is its aversion. It loves not realities and creators, but names and customs. Whoso(不管是谁,无论是谁) would be a man, must be a nonconformist. He who would gather immortal palms must not he hindered by the name of goodness, but must explore if it he goodness. Nothing is at last sacred but the integrity of your own mind. (除了你自身的正直,没有什么是神圣的)Absolve you to yourself, and you shall have the suffrage of the world.
(在这个复杂的社会,大人们的言行完全被别人看到。我就是我自己的神,在我活的地方)
I remember an answer which when quite young I was prompted to make to a valued adviser, who was wont to importune(纠缠,不断要求我) me with the dear old doctrines(教条) of the church. On my saying, What have I to do with the sacredness of traditions, if I live wholly from within? my friend suggested,--"But these impulses may be from below, not from above." I replied, "They do not seem to me to be such; but if I am the Devil's child, I will live then from the Devil." No law can be sacred to me but that of my nature. Good and bad are but names very readily transferable to that or this; the only right is what is after my constitution, the only wrong what is against it. (好的和坏的,是可以由着向那转变的,只有我遵守的是对的,而我反对的都是错的)A man is to carry himself in the presence of all opposition as if everything were titular and ephemeral(短暂的瞬间的) but he. I am ashamed to think how easily we capitulate(投降) to badges and names, to large societies and dead institutions. Every decent and well-spoken individual affects and sways me more than is right. I ought to go upright and vital, and speak the rude truth in all ways. If malice(恶意,蓄意害人) and vanity(自大,虚荣) wear the coat of philanthropy(博爱,慈善活动) shall that pass? If an angry bigot(心胸狭窄,有偏见的人) assumes this bountiful cause of Abolition, and comes to me with his last news from Barbadoes why should I not say to him, "Go love thy infant; love thy wood-chopper; be good-natured and modest: have that grace; and never varnish your hard, uncharitable(不厚道的) ambition with this incredible tenderness for black folk a thousand miles off. Thy love afar is spite at home." Rough and graceless would he such greeting, but truth is handsomer than the affectation of love. Your goodness must have some edge to it,-- else it is none. The doctrine of hatred must be preached(布道,宣讲) as the counteraction(反对,反抗行动) of the doctrine of love when that pules and whines. I shun(避开) father and mother and wife and brother, when my genius calls me. I would write on the lintels(过梁,楣) of the door-post, Whim.(一时兴起的,异想天开) I hope it is somewhat better than whim at last, but we cannot spend the day in explanation. Expect me not to show cause why I seek or why I exclude company. Then again, do not tell me, as a good man did today, of my obligation to put all poor men in good situations. Are they my poor? I tell thee, thou foolish philanthropists(慈善家) that I grudge(不满,怨恨) the dollar, the dime, the cent I give to such men as do not belong to me and to whom I do not belong. There is a class of persons to whom by all spiritual affinity I am bought and sold; for them I will go to prisons if need be; but your miscellaneous(不同种类,混杂的) popular charities; the education at college of fools; the building of meeting-houses to the vain end to which many now stand; alms to sots(酒鬼); and the thousandfold Relief Societies;--though I confess with shame I sometimes succumb(不再抵抗,屈从) and give the dollar, it is a wicked dollar, which by and by I shall have the manhood to withhold. Virtues are, in the popular estimate, rather the exception than the rule. There is the man and his virtues. Men do what is called a good action, as some piece of courage or charity, much as they would pay a fine in expiation(赎罪,补偿) of daily nonappearance on parade. Their works arc done as an apology or extenuation(减轻罪孽的借口) of their living in the world,--as invalids and the insane pay a high board. Their virtues are penances. I do not wish to expiate, but to live. My life is for itself and not for a spectacle(悲壮的可笑的). I much prefer that it should be of a lower strain, so it be genuine and equal, than that it should be glittering and unsteady. I wish it to be sound and sweet, and not to need diet and bleeding. I ask primary evidence that you are a man, and refuse this appeal from the man to his actions. I know that for myself it makes no difference whether I do or forbear those actions which are reckoned excellent. I cannot consent to pay for a privilege where I have intrinsic right. Few and mean as my gifts may be, I actually am, and do not need for my own assurance or the assurance of my fellows any secondary testimony. What I must do is all that concerns me, not what the people think. This rule, equally arduous(艰巨的) in actual and in intellectual life, may serve for the whole distinction between greatness and meanness. It is the harder, because you will always find those who think they know what is your duty better than you know it. It is easy in the world to live after the world's opinion; it is easy in solitude to live after our own; but the great man is he who in the midst of the crowd keeps with perfect sweetness the independence of solitude
COMMET
After reading the splendid article written by the great writer Emerson, I just felt as if my heart and body got a unusual baptism. I'd like to reconsider my life, and the way I kept living for twenty years. There is a subtle relationship between the single and ever existing society. Children and infants have always been talked as the sample of pure and kindness. But actually they have their own ideas and language. They are just like angles, they get the special attrcation, and it is easy for them to attract many adults saying or acting unusual. As to the complex adults, they seem to want the ability to handle everything related or unralated to them. But poorly, their words, actions and ideas will be watched in some extend, thus they will follow the major trends of that modern socirty. It often seems that their freedom and ability is far less then those children and infants. However, nothing is at last scared but the integrity of your own mind. So, just regardless all the other things and follow your own thoughts.
There are no absolutely right things or wrong things, they are flexible enough to exchange in some sense. So, the most important thing is what is right and what is otherwise wrong in your mind. Only your mind can drive to the right direction in the future, of course, the right direction is just that right in your mind.
You can choose your way a style by yourself, but, the process of choosing may be quite important. Usually, people would like to choose a common way to live just as most human beings. But the greatest person will always keep their own ideas and thoughts into his mind. By clarifying what is really need and necessary, those greatest people are in the midst of the crowd keep with perfect sweetness the independence of solitude.
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