:)

雨&彩虹UID: 132532

淡淡如烟

禾已经有一段日子没有掉过眼泪了，昨天夜里，清清醒醒的回忆了一下过去，想起哪个往自己身上缠满绳子来，锁上门给自己保护的小女孩，觉得自己现在生活的很安全。她常常想，也许儿时的生活就是未来的宿命，大了，不管你如何的想忘记，都是徒然。她常常有一种毁灭自己的冲动，没有那么激烈，没有血，没有眼泪，那叫做无谓。如果把周遭看成无谓，那么这种毁灭已经开始在按部就班的进行了。

aixiaoUID: 3343

生命的最后一刻才能了解童年，

为何要着急呢？

雨&彩虹UID: 132532

it is not me. so don not worry.

it happens all the time. probably when you are young, or maybe when you are old.

i feel tired sometimes

that is not because they are not strong enough, just because they are not ready.

ok, forget it.  i am fine

have not seen you so a long time.  best wishes.