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Just several days left for the 2004, a complex year in my life. Constantly, the cooler and cooler temperature recalls me that, again, the whole year gonna over. The feeling, which is scattered far and wide in people, always enables us to write something to remember the lapsing year.
Waiting for the replies of the universities I applied in the winter 2003, I spent the first three months of 2004. Without any optimistic message, the worry was continually deeper with the lapse of time. It seemed that I should make more contact with the admission official of such universities and replied each Email as earnest as I could. Reviewing my respondency of the AO, I should pay more attention, especially after sending all materials. No matter whether of right or wrong; no matter whether of success or failure, I hadn’t gotten any financial aid at last. Meanwhile, I knew the first Networking-friend in true life in February, a pretty, lovely girl, always, with sunny smile. I broke my ankle on the way to meet her seriously, which made me stop running for more than one month.
In April, my best friend started working in the same city of me. Unreservedly, at that time, I really needed a person who knew me profoundly to communicate, to share the sadness and happiness. He worked diligently even in the company that afforded comparatively little scope for his exercise. Just several days ago, he left and came back our hometown for a better position. Late in April, suddenly, I received a message on Gter.net. In the following two month we knew each other gradually. One day in June, knowing her birthday, which was approved as invented later, was a little melancholic and lone, we decided to celebrate together. The travel of her city, whether imposed or natural, impressed me most. I could easily remember the sea; blacking joined the water and sky in night. Standing on the rock, the whole darkness just liked my life and future, although dark everywhere, the twilight would appear sooner or later. In the moonlight, her face was charming and attractive. At the moment, first time a strong impulsion to touch her hand impacted me greatly. I loved this girl. I wrenched these words out of my heart affront of her, but finally I did not say anything at that pretty night. Another responsibility of a long distance love needed me to abide scrupulously. In this whole year, at all times, I told myself that between the girl, who studied in the other side of the earth, and me, the scale needed to hang fairly balanced.
In the latter half of 2004, I started touring lonely in leisure time. I could not remember clearly when and where I decided to give up studying abroad. It was as well to have made this decision. A plan, a sore place, in my spirit, had immediately its appropriate manifestation in my bodily frame. So that a obvious change happened after making such determination. I kicked the habit of smoking and did some business with my friends. Sometime, I could recollect the days strived for examination and application when read the relative articles or just in a quiescent night. I would treasure them up deeply. All of such engraved memory, whether, in the outward world, or, to a certain depth, in the invisible sphere of thought, would be remembered to the end of my life.
Thank you, my 2004. |
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