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---Tell me one thing that you want.
--- More than that.
Weight 5 kg more.
Eat 1kg more
Sleep 2 hours more
---- Just tell me, you hope to live like a pig more.
-----He he.
I hold one faith, that is whatever the situation is, be strong. Sometimes I am thinking of killing myself, but if you are not going to trust yourself and people around you in this real world, how can you going to throw yourself into another world unknown?
She read a lot when she was young and by that time, she thought story is life and everybody is performing. You can switch your role if you’re versed and sensitive enough in interpreting a character Poor girl, a servant fell down at the service of imagination and ignorance. As she grew up, she discovers that life is even simper than she has assumed and of course this is only the case when you get one direction to focus on. For her, she never knows where she should turn her head to and that is where the suffering and tortures lie.
She heard so many things about love, read so many romances about love. But she says: love has flown away, from me. Either people make it too complicated for her to understand or too simple to quench her willingness to conquer. After all, love becomes a concept. If one day, she becomes a wife and a mother, she will face the frequent temptation of escaping back to her own world, dark blue.
She took one pills a day, to keep calm, to keep happy. Happiness should be an institution, but for her, luxury. Her friend told her: dear, you just have too much on your mind. You got to be relaxed. She is relaxed. When you are not happy, you are relaxed. You do not have to work out a root for your unhappiness, you do not have to wear smile to convince others that you are happy. But you always get to find a reason why you are happy, how long this favor would last and resist the sentiment brought out by its sudden disappearance.
Everybody fluctuate because our desire would not always been satiated.
-------------If one day, I was thrown into total darkness, for the first few hours, fear and emptiness will prevail, but as time goes by, I find this is how it will going to be and I am going to accept, whatever the trial god may reveal to a weak person like me, calmly. |
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