雅思要不要复议？求助

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背景：2009年9月放弃了保送研究生资格（没有入学，不然现在应该在国内某高校读研一），决定为自己的人生拼搏一把。
           因为违背保研协议，学校卡住了我的成绩单，经过三个月与学校交涉，我现在已如惊弓之鸟，没有信心，没有勇气，没有动力再考一次雅思。如果现在还有坚持走下去的原因，那就是我可怜的爸爸妈妈姐姐。（为了养我这个不孝子，他们算殚精竭虑了）
           2009年10月10日雅思： Overall: 6.5    Reading: 7    Listening: 7     Writting: 5.5     Oral:  6
           看到这个成绩，我通宵无眠。
           先前一位口语要挂，（考试时紧张，语速很快），而一直对阅读和写作非常有信心。没想到结果会是这个样子……38道题都非常有把握。（平时有把握的全对，在考前做真题也很容易达到8分水平）。
           作文准备的算充分了吧……把《十天突破雅思写作》里的重点和高分单词、连接词、句型都背熟了而且能灵活运用，考场上的作文我写过而且感觉比我练习作文写的还要好一些，但是只有5.5分……

问题的关键在于：
                          1、我没有退路了。
                          2、这个雅思成绩申请学校非常非常受阻，英国、加拿大等好一点的学校都过不了……
                          3、我实在无法接受该成绩（理由如上）。
                          4、我没勇气再考……（理由入前所述）

考虑的问题：
                           我要不要申请复议？？？
                           如果申请复议，几乎要3个月后才能得到复议成绩，而且成绩如何也说不准。
                           如果复议，我该如何申请学校？？？没有雅思的情况下申请到AD和奖学金的概率是不是会大大降低？？
                           如果不复议，我的选择空间便非常狭窄……该如何是好……
望达人指点！！！

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附上一篇我练习的文章，希望大家评价下
考试时我小作文大约写了200词，大作文大约写了300词。自我感觉大作文比这篇好一点点。小作文不可能低到5分一下的，这点我有信心。
Topic:
Some people think that universities should provide graduates with the knowledge and skills needed in the workplace. Others think that the true function of a university should be to give access to knowledge for its own sake, regardless of whether the course is useful to an employer.
What, in your opinion, should be the main function of a university?

Solution:
As our society is stepping into an information and knowledge era, education, especially the tertiary-level education, turns out to be the focus of citizens’ consideration. What kind of role should the universities play in our society is argued form time to time. It remains a debatable issue whether universities have a duty to teach the students how to get knowledge or just afford them employment skills.
It is universally acknowledged that college students should be given access to knowledge. We are living in a steeply developing society which is inundated with information. Technology and science advances dramatically day by day and technological innovations have become an indispensable part of the development of our society. As a result, university, as the resource of knowledge, has the obligation to cultivate students to think independently and learn things by themselves rather than rarely impel them to memorize functions, equations, theorems and rules by rote, since self-learn skill is a key determinant of innovations.
Admittedly, theoretical knowledge and practical skills play an important role in job hunting due to the favor of corporations which expect their recruits bringing benefits immediately rather than dedicate a long period of time to training them. It is because of this that most universities nowadays tend to train their students to meet the requirements of companies. However, it is a bit short-sighted strategy which is most likely to limit students’ further development.
As is discussed above, university education cannot be restricted to knowledge impartation and it also needs to show students, future administrators and designers of our society, the route to independent study thereby ensuring that the world will step forward successively.

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据说阅读和写作是最不稳定的，很多人平时都很好，但这两项经常会出现让人跌眼睛的情况。特别是写作，因为我们中国的学生很喜欢去背模板，范文，而这些东西大家都在用，考官看多了就很容易看得出来是背模板或者范文来的，所以很容易被扣分。因此很多情况下都是：自认为考得不错，结果分数出来很吃惊。我就曾经吃过写作的亏，当时也是背模板，考后觉得至少能拿6分，结果才拿了5分，很跌眼镜。
所以，如果你决定复议的话，应该要做好结果不变的心理准备。至于申请，既然没有退路就坚定的申下去吧，多陶瓷几位教授，如果背景够强以至于让教授很赏识，那语言成绩有可能可以谈的。
也是菜鸟，不一定正确。