I've spent all the most precious time in my life waiting for that right one sharing my weirdness, complementing my scaredness and believing that person actually exists.
Never have I ever been right about that.
Face. I'm done with it.
They will tell you you can't sleep alone in a strange place
Then they'll tell you you can't sleep with somebody else
Ah, but sooner or later you sleep in your own space
Either way it's okay
You wake up with yourself
I don't need you to worry for me cause I'm alright
I don't want you to tell me it's time to come home
I don't care what you say anymore, this is my life
Go ahead with your own life and leave me alone
I never said you had to offer me a second chance
I never said I was a victim of circumstance
I still belong, don't get me wrong
And you can speak your mind
But not on my time
I don't care what you say anymore, this is my life
Go ahead with your own life and leave me alone
I'm not sure about what a long slash means, but I feel like I really need one. A seriously thick one.
Would that make any change?
Could that rectify any situation?
Does that indicate any closure?
I wish you could tell me.
June 10, 2015
Sometimes I cry so hard.
I even couldn't stop to remember the reason that made me cry.
That doesn't make sense.
That is ridiculous to me.
I did have been through some dark nights. Surely there was nobody for me.
And I tell you what.
Thrown back into that kind of situation again, I assure you that no one would be there for me either.
Even if there was someone, anyone, they wouldn't save me.
'Cause they couldn't.
Only I could save myself
Sorry for not being able to be a believer
I even can't pretend to be one
For I believe that
Only I could be my salvation.