My C has left HK. I just saw him off this evening. Lesson one : never trust self-check system. pretty slow and low efficiency. almost made him late...
Only seven days. but it is the first time we separate since we were together for this half year. My life has taken a huge turn. Even Chris admitted that it took a lot to handle my self absorbing personality.
Being extreme is relatively easy. but it took a lot of training and effort to learn how to keep balanced.
I thought of Chi, BH and Philippe a lot recently... maybe this is a sign that they are fading away from my memory.
c is so worried about my new roommate. haha. it seems that i so easily to have crush on any boy..
but my love to c has been damaged. i just realized that he is that kinda person who could take advantage of my weakness to stimulate me. when you are close to this person, he will def know some of your weakness. we get along well, he is the sweetest boyfriend ever. but when i wanna seperate before the thing between us becomes ugly, he becomes such a .. how to say... low level man.