To my Fantastic dream

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作者：固守逃兵

To my Fantastic dream
(1)
I saw her in my dream again,
To someone I don’t really pertain.
Suddenly I got awaken,
My heart hurts as bitten.

(2)
She was tender and slim,
Like an ivy in the evergreen.
She caught my eyes like a glim.
At the 1st sight as I always deem.

She was cute and smart,
I got mad and trapped.
We chatted and laughed,
For the 1st time I thought I loved.

We have had good time,
I fancied she was mine,
She became the theme of my dream,
She pertain the queen of my realm.

For her I studied with zest,
For her I tried my ever best.
But I wanna keep my love a secret,
As the time is somewhat inappropriate

(3)
As the wise man always said,
Only the fool takes the memory to bed.
Why I never expect,
The rainbow I saw was self-made?

Three years has past,
I made up my mind at last.
As surprising as a blast,
She didn’t have feeling on all that!

In the deepest dark she suddenly disappear,
Like a fallen leaf licked by a wild fire.
In the brightest sunlight I still cold and shiver,
My surrounding became an icy hollow sphere.

A lonely guy struggle, scream and speer,
I guess she was not away and could hear.
I bet she will get me out of here,
She will not watch me drowned by my own tear.

Yes! She is indeed anear!
No! She turned away and was not my ONLY savior!
This scene is like a poisonous spear,
Pierced my heart from front to rear.

Wait!! Wait !! Wait my dear !!
Walking out of my life with nothing to treasure?
She shrugged and said “Sure!”
“Why U kept it to Uerself and seldom made disclosure?”

(4)
I didn’t feel hurt for a while,
I even happily walked for a mile.
I cheer I’ve made my 1st trial!!!
And 1st trial not always bring U smile!!!

Reading her reply with nothing on the seal,
Thinking it not a big deal.
I can still enjoy my daily meal  .
Because deep inside, I still fancy it was not real.

But I gradually lost my mood,
Eating everything as if they were made of wood.
I lost my temper and became rude,
For I lost my footing and my root.

I got lost in the dark,
Others say my eyes no longer spark.
But I deny the idea to get her back.
Even cremate all the memory to chark.

I set myself to a new start,
But I seem to have lost entirely in the smart.
Shopping crazily in the splendid mart,
But nothing can really get passion back to my heart.

(5)
I felt someone knocking at my back,
I turned around and saw her out there!
She was so lovely and played her part,
She loves me even though I am such a retard!

Thanks god she turned back!
And I got a chance to call her “My Dear”!
We sat in my lovely backyard,
Chatting happily as we were in the past.

We chat, chat, and chat,
Till the afterglow dispersed on the sky of the dusk.
At the very moment I show her my real heart,
I saw her crack and rust.

So was my backyard,
The whole world became gray and fell apart.
My heart sank but beating hard,
I found myself end up on my bed mat.  

(6)
Only in one’s dream can he be truly free,
Why I dreamed so hard but still can not fly to thee?
Peering at thee from the distant apogee,
Deep sorrow makes me sick and I wanna flee.

Mad, Sad and abandoned as me,
Illusion is no difference than a killing barley-bree.
That’s why I decided to forget it indeed
But, before I tear off all these,
Let me write down some lines
To the Fantastic dreams of a KID

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thanks for your sharing.
the poem sounds really good, like every sweat dream...