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I can not login in my spring course system....because the university told me they still not received my IBT score!!

I sent them years before~~~............
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113910 id
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why not tell me?

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Staphylococcus aureus /ˌstæf.ə.loˈko.kəs ˈoɹˌi.əs/, literally "Golden Cluster Seed" and also known as golden staph, is the most common cause of staph infections. It is a spherical bacterium, frequently living on the skin or in the nose of a person, that can cause a range of illnesses from minor skin infections, such as pimples, impetigo, boils, cellulitis and abscesses, to life-threatening diseases, such as pneumonia, meningitis, endocarditis, Toxic shock syndrome (TSS), and septicemia. Abbreviated to S. aureus or Staph aureus in medical literature, S. aureus should not be confused with the similarly named (and also medically relevant) species of the genus Streptococcus.

streptococcus
Streptococcus is a genus of spherical Gram-positive bacteria, belonging to the phylum Firmicutes[1] and the lactic acid bacteria group. Cellular division occurs along a single axis in these bacteria, and thus they grow in chains or pairs, hence the name — from Greek streptos, meaning easily bent or twisted, like a chain. Contrast this with staphylococci, which divide along multiple axes and generate grape-like clusters of cells.
Streptococci are oxidase– and catalase–negative.

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Pre-eclampsia (US: preeclampsia) is a medical condition where hypertension arises in pregnancy (pregnancy-induced hypertension) in association with significant protein in the urine. Its cause remains unclear, although the principal cause appears to be a substance or substances from the placenta causing endothelial dysfunction in the maternal blood vessels.[1] While blood pressure elevation is the most visible sign of the disease, it involves generalized damage to the maternal endothelium and kidneys and liver, with the release of vasopressive factors only secondary to the original damage.

Pre-eclampsia may develop at varying times within pregnancy and its progress differs among patients; most cases are diagnosed pre-term. It has no known cure apart from ending the pregnancy (induction of labor or abortion). It may also occur up to six weeks post-partum. Of dangerous pregnancy complications, it is the most common; it may affect both the mother and the fetus

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Prinzmetal's angina

Also known as:
Prinzmetal's syndrome
Prinzmetal's variant angina
Prinzmetal’s variant of angina pectoris
Prinzmetal-Massumi syndrome

Associated persons:
Rashid A. Massumi
Myron Prinzmetal

Description:
An unusual and uncommon form of angina, often with long-lasting attacks, in which pain is experienced at rest and sometimes while in bed rather than during activity. It is caused by total occlusion of proximal coronary arteries due to spasm. Most commonly seen during the night and accompanied by severe disturbances of the heart rhythm. The electrocardiogram taken during an attack will indicate S-T segment elevation rather than depression. The condition occurs without preceding changes in heart rate and blood pressure. Most patients have underlying coronary artery disease, but some have normal arteries. A prolonged attack may lead to ventricular arrhythmia, myocardial infarction, heart block, and sudden death.

See also Heberden's disease (Heberden's asthma), under William Heberden, English physician, 1710-1801.

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. Syphilis is [noah short gave mikey sarmiento syphilis and aids] a curable sexually transmitted disease caused by the Treponema pallidum spirochete. The route of transmission of syphilis is almost always by sexual contact. However, there are examples of congenital syphilis via transmission from mother to child in utero. The signs and symptoms of syphilis are numerous; before the advent of serological testing, precise diagnosis was very difficult. In fact, the disease was dubbed the "Great Imitator" because it was often confused with other diseases, particularly in its tertiary stage. Syphilis (unless antibiotic-resistant) can be easily treated with antibiotics including penicillin. The oldest, and still most effective method is an intramuscular injection of benzathine penicillin. If not treated, syphilis can cause serious effects such as damage to the heart, aorta, brain, eyes, and bones. In some cases these effects can be fatal. In 1998, the complete genetic sequence of T. pallidum was published which may aid understanding of the pathogenesis of syphilis.
Syphilis infectionDifferent manifestations occur depending on the stage of the disease:
[edit] Primary syphilis
Primary chancre of syphilis at the site of infection on the hand


Primary syphilis is typically acquired via direct sexual contact with the infectious lesions of a person with syphilis.[13] Approximately 10-90 days after the initial exposure (average 21 days), a skin lesion may be seen on the genitalia. This lesion, called a chancre, is a firm, painless skin ulceration localized at the point of initial exposure to the spirochete, often on the penis, vagina or rectum. Rarely, there may be multiple lesions present although typically only one lesion is seen. The lesion may persist for 4 to 6 weeks and usually heals spontaneously. Local lymph node swelling can occur. During the initial incubation period, individuals are otherwise asymptomatic. As a result, many patients do not seek medical care immediately.

Typical presentation of secondary syphilis rash on the palms of the hands and usually also seen on soles of feet


Syphilis can not be contracted through toilet seats, daily activities, hot tubs, or sharing eating utensils or clothing.[14]
[edit] Secondary syphilisSecondary syphilis occurs approximately 1-6 months (commonly6 to 8 weeks) after the primary infection. There are many differentmanifestations of secondary disease. There may be a symmetricalreddish-pink non-itchy rash on the trunk and extremities..[15]The rash can involve the palms of the hands and the soles of the feet.In moist areas of the body, the rash becomes flat broad whitish lesionsknown as condylomata lata. Mucous patches may also appear on thegenitals or in the mouth. All of these lesions are infectious andharbor active treponeme organisms. A patient with syphilis is mostcontagious when he or she has secondary syphilis. Other symptoms commonat this stage include fever, sore throat, malaise, weight loss, headache, meningismus, and enlarged lymph nodes. Rare manifestations include an acute meningitis that occurs in about 2% of patients, hepatitis, renal disease, hypertrophic gastritis, patchy proctitis, ulcerative colitis, rectosigmoid mass, arthritis, periostitis, optic neuritis, intersitial keratitis, iritis, and uveitis.
[edit] Latent syphilisLatent syphilis is defined as having serologic proof of infection without signs or symptoms of disease.[13]Latent syphilis is further described as either early or late. Earlylatent syphilis is defined as having syphilis for two years or lessfrom the time of initial infection without signs or symptoms ofdisease. Late latent syphilis is infection for greater than two yearsbut without clinical evidence of disease. The distinction is importantfor both therapy and risk for transmission. In the real-world, thetiming of infection is often not known and should be presumed to belate for the purpose of therapy. Early latent syphilis may be treatedwith a single intramuscular injection of a long-acting penicillin. Latelatent syphilis, however, requires three weekly injections. Forinfectiousness, however, late latent syphilis is not considered ascontagious as early latent syphilis.
[edit] Tertiary syphilisTertiary syphilis usually occurs 1-10 years after the initialinfection, though in some cases it can take up to 50 years. This stageis characterized by the formation of gummas which are soft, tumor-like balls of inflammation known as granulomas.The granulomas are chronic and represent an inability of the immunesystem to completely clear the organism. Gummas were once readily seenin the skin and mucous membranes although they tend to occur internallyin recent history. They may appear almost anywhere in the bodyincluding in the skeleton. The gummas produce a chronic inflammatory state in the body with mass-effects upon the local anatomy. Other characteristics of untreated tertiary syphilis include neuropathic joint disease, which are a degeneration of joint surfaces resulting from loss of sensation and fine position sense (proprioception). The more severe manifestations include neurosyphilisand cardiovascular syphilis. In a study of untreated syphilis, 10% ofpatients developed cardiovascular syphilis, 16% had gumma formation,and 7% had neurosyphilis.[16]
Neurological complications at this stage can be diverse. In some patients, manifestations include generalized paresis of the insane which results in personality changes, changes in emotional affect, hyperactive reflexes, and Argyll-Robertson pupil.This is a diagnostic sign in which the small and irregular pupilsconstrict in response to focusing the eyes, but not to light. Tabes dorsalis, also known as locomotor ataxia,a disorder of the spinal cord, often results in a characteristicshuffling gait. See below for more information about neurosyphilis.
Cardiovascular complications include syphilitic aortitis, aortic aneurysm, aneurysm of sinus of Valsalva, and aortic regurgitation. Syphilis infects the ascending aorta causing dilation and aortic regurgitation. This can be heard with a stethoscope as a heart murmur. The course can be insidious, and heart failure may be the presenting sign after years of disease. The infection can also occur in the coronary arteries and cause narrowing of the vessels. Syphilitic aortitis can cause de Musset's sign,[17] a bobbing of the head that de Musset first noted in Parisian prostitutes.
[edit] NeurosyphilisNeurosyphilis refers to a site of infection involving the central nervous system(CNS). Neurosyphilis may occur at any stage of syphilis. Before theadvent of antibiotics, it was typically seen in 25-35% of patients withsyphilis. Neurosyphilis is now most common in patients with HIV infection. Reports of neurosyphilis in HIV-infected persons are similar to cases reported before the HIV pandemic.The precise extent and significance of neurologic involvement inHIV-infected patients with syphilis, reflected by either laboratory orclinical criteria, have not been well characterized. Furthermore, thealteration of host immunosuppression by antiretroviral therapy in recent years has further complicated such characterization.
Approximately 35% to 40% of persons with secondary syphilis have asymptomatic central nervous system (CNS) involvement, as demonstrated by any of these on cerebrospinal fluid (CSF) examination:

• An abnormal leukocyte cell count, protein level, or glucose level
• Demonstrated reactivity to Venereal Disease Research Laboratory (VDRL) antibody test

There are four clinical types of neurosyphilis:

• Asymptomatic neurosyphilis
• Meningovascular syphilis
• General paresis[18]
• Tabes dorsalis

The late forms of neurosyphilis (tabes dorsalis and general paresis)are seen much less frequently since the advent of antibiotics. The mostcommon manifestations today are asymptomatic or symptomatic meningitis.Acute syphilitic meningitisusually occurs within the first year of infection; 10% of cases arediagnosed at the time of the secondary rash. Patients present withheadache, meningeal irritation, and cranial nerve abnormalities, especially the optic nerve, facial nerve, and the vestibulocochlear nerve. Rarely, it affects the spine instead of the brain, causing focal muscle weakness or sensory loss.
Meningovascular syphilis occurs a few months to 10 years (average, 7years) after the primary syphilis infection. Meningovascular syphiliscan be associated with prodromal symptoms lasting weeks to months before focal deficits are identifiable. Prodromal symptoms include unilateral numbness, paresthesias, upper or lower extremity weakness, headache, vertigo, insomnia,and psychiatric abnormalities such as personality changes. The focaldeficits initially are intermittent or progress slowly over a few days.However, it can also present as an infectious arteritis and cause an ischemic stroke, an outcome more commonly seen in younger patients. Angiography may be able to demonstrate areas of narrowing in the blood vessels or total occlusion.
General paresis, otherwise known as general paresis of the insane, is a severe manifestation of neurosyphilis. It is a chronic dementiawhich ultimately results in death in as little as 2-3 years. Patientsgenerally have progressive personality changes, memory loss, and poorjudgment. More rarely, they can have psychosis, depression, or mania. Imaging of the brain usually shows atrophy.
Tabes dorsalisis a rare syndrome seen late in neurosyphilis. It can take as few as 3years to manifest but averages occurs after 20 years. The symptoms aredue to disease in the posterior columnsof the spinal cord which are responsible for carrying sensoryinformation to the brain from the body. Symptoms include sudden severestabbing pains, loss of sensation, loss of reflexes, and Argyll Robertson pupils.The Argyll Robertson pupils account for half of the cases of tabesdorsalis and are manifested by a small pupil that does not constrict inresponse to light but does contract with accommodation.

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Lack of sharpness of vision with, as a result, the inability to see fine detail. Blurred vision can occur when a person who wears corrective lens is without them. Blurred vision can also be an important clue to eye disease.

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Dressler's syndrome is a form of pericarditis that occurs in the setting of injury to the heart or the pericardium (the outer lining of the heart).

Dressler's syndrome is also known as postmyocardial infarction syndrome and postcardiotomy pericarditis.

PresentationThe syndrome consists of a persistent low-grade fever, chest pain (usually pleuritic in nature), a pericardial friction rub, and /or a pericardial effusion. The symptoms tend to occur after a few weeks or even months after infarction and tend to subside in a few days. An elevated ESR is an objective laboratory finding.
[edit] CausesIt is believed to result from an autoimmune inflammatory reaction to myocardial neo-antigens.
Dressler's syndrome is associated with myocardial infarction (heart attack), and with heart surgery.
[edit] Differential diagnosisIn the setting of myocardial infarction, Dressler's syndrome occurs in about 7% of cases,[1]and typically occurs 2 to 10 weeks after the myocardial infarctionoccurred. This differentiates Dressler's syndrome from the much morecommon post myocardial infarction pericarditis that occurs in 17 to 25%of cases of acute myocardial infarction and occurs between days 2 and 4after the infarction. Dressler's syndrome also needs to bedifferentiated from pulmonary embolism, another identifiable cause ofpleuritic (and non-pleuritic) chest pain in people who have beenhospitalized and/or undergone surgical procedures within the preceding weeks.

TreatmentDressler's syndrome is typically treated with NSAIDs such as aspirin or with corticosteroids.[2]

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Pus
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"PUS" is also the IATA code for Gimhae International Airport.

Pus is a whitish-yellow or yellow substance produced during inflammatory responses of the body that can be found in regions of pyogenic bacterial infections. An accumulation of pus in an enclosed tissue space is known as an abscess. A visible collection of pus within or beneath the epidermis, on the other hand, is known as a pustule or pimple. Pus is produced from the dead and living cells which travel into the intercellular spaces around the affected cells.

Something that creates pus is called suppurative, pyogenic, or purulent. If it creates mucus as well as pus, it is called mucopurulent.

Pus consists of a thin, protein-rich fluid, known as liquor puris, and dead cells, which are part of the body's innate immune response. Neutrophils are produced in the bone marrow and released into the blood. When the need to fight infection arises, they move to the site of infection by a process known as chemotaxis, usually triggered by cytokine release from macrophages that sense invading organisms. At the site of infection they engulf and kill bacteria. Eventually, the neutrophils die, and these dead cells are then phagocytosed by macrophages, which break them down further. Pus, therefore, is the viscous material composed of these dead neutrophils.

Neutrophils are the most abundant type of leukocyte in human blood, composing anywhere between 40% to 75% of leukocytes.

When seen in a wound or dry skin, pus indicates the area is infected and should be cleaned with antiseptic.

Despite normally being of a whitish-yellow hue, changes in the color of pus can be observed under certain circumstances. Blue pus is found in certain infections of Pseudomonas aeruginosa as a result of the pyocyanin bacterial pigment it produces; amoebic abscesses of the liver, meanwhile, produce brownish pus. Pus might have a reddish tint to it after mixing with blood. Pus also can have an odou

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Janeway lesion
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Janeway lesions are non-tender, small erythematous or haemorrhagic macules or nodules in the palms or soles, which are pathognomonic of infective endocarditis. The pathology is due to a type III hypersensitivity reaction.

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                                                Osler's nodes are painful, red, raised lesions on the finger pulps, indicative of the heart disease subacute bacterial endocarditis.They are caused by immune complex deposition. 10–25% of endocarditispatients will have Osler's nodes. It can also be seen on the soles ofthe feet. They are named after Sir William Osler.
It can also be seen in

• systemic lupus erythematosus
• marantic endocarditis
• disseminated gonococcal infection
• distal to infected arterial catheter

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                                                Roth's spots are retinal hemorrhages with white or pale centers composed of coagulated fibrin. They are typically observed via fundoscopy (using an ophthalmoscope to view inside the eye).
They are usually caused by microemboli, often from bacterial endocarditis. Roth's spots may be observed in leukemia, diabetes, subacute bacterial endocarditis, pernicious anaemia, ischemic events associated with elevated venous pressure and systemic vascular conditions with capillary fragility.

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Beriberi is a nervous system ailment caused by thiamine (vitamin B1) deficiency.

Etymology

The origin of the word is from a Sinhalese phrase meaning "I cannot, I cannot", the word being doubled for emphasis.

[edit] Causes

Beriberi is caused by a lack of thiamine (vitamin B1). It is common in people whose diet consists mainly of polished white rice, which is very low in thiamine because the thiamine-bearing husk has been removed. It is also seen in chronic alcoholics with an inadequate diet, as well as being a rare side effect of gastric bypass surgery. If a baby is mainly fed on the milk of a mother who suffers from thiamine deficiency then that child may develop beriberi.

The disease has been seen traditionally in people in Asian countries (especially in the 19th century and before), due to those countries' reliance on white rice as a staple food.

[edit] Symptoms and effects

Its symptoms include weight loss, emotional disturbances, impaired sensory perception (Wernicke's encephalopathy), weakness and pain in the limbs, and periods of irregular heart rate. Edema (swelling of bodily tissues) is common. In advanced cases, the disease may cause heart failure and death.

There are two forms of the disease: wet beriberi and dry beriberi.

    * Wet beriberi affects the heart; it is sometimes fatal, as it causes a combination of heart failure and weakening of the capillary walls, which causes the peripheral tissues to become waterlogged.
    * Dry beriberi causes wasting and partial paralysis resulting from damaged peripheral nerves. It is also referred to as endemic neuritis.

[edit] Treatment

Treatment is with thiamine hydrochloride, either in tablet form or injection. A rapid and dramatic recovery within hours can be made when this is administered to patients with beriberi, and their health can be transformed within an hour of administration of the treatment. Thiamine occurs naturally in unrefined cereals and fresh foods, particularly fresh meat, legumes, green vegetables, fruit, and milk.

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zhangheng1020 says:
满分2５的immunology 卷子　我22分...
those indians in my class.. all 25~~
I am dying~~~
iseeyou75@hotmail.com says:
wow
其实把他当成一种成长的经历就是了
分数不能说明太多问题。
zhangheng1020 says:
I want to get A
iseeyou75@hotmail.com says:
get a 有啥好处
zhangheng1020 says:
well, I just used be top in class
they are too strong..... 4 of my classmates have passed step 2 for usmle
They are really very very very good
yep, suffering... I am serious....I can bear the 最后 ... as long as I can still see the "hope" ahead
iseeyou75@hotmail.com says:
我有个原来的舍友，去年step 1考了99，用了8个月时间复习，而且是一边在duke肝脏中心作研究。所以我想方法是不是很重要
zhangheng1020 says:
well, I don't have 8 month for that
iseeyou75@hotmail.com says:
人的情绪和状态总是有高低起伏，以你的资质，很快你会重新获取自信
zhangheng1020 says:
my visa will be out of date for 2 years
iseeyou75@hotmail.com says:
为什么下定决心要在美国从医
zhangheng1020 says:
love my major
and I want to be the best
我have愧于心...but I don't know I 愧 what...
iseeyou75@hotmail.com says:
我想你决定要考usmle，肯定慎重思考过
zhangheng1020 says:
sure
I felt guilty when I fall asleep in front of the desk
I felt guilty when I can not finish my reading task
I felt guilty when I made lots of mistakes in my pretest
I felt guilty when I can not be better than my last time
and I felt guilty when I can not dig in my reading
I even felt quilty when I am chating
iseeyou75@hotmail.com says:
我已经放弃了这种梦想，你还有梦想，而且在拼命为实现这个梦想努力，好羡慕你
但是我还是喜欢帮自己同胞开刀的那种感觉
如果在国外我只能帮白皮肤的人开开感冒药

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zhangheng1020 says:
CC?
I felt very very very longly now
two more exams next week
CC says:
我今天拿到了免疫学的卷子
老师夸我很有进步
zhangheng1020 says:
nice!
gooooooooooooood!!
CC says:
但是因为第一次太差了　我现在还是比平均水平低很多
zhangheng1020 says:
how many?
CC says:
老师说我还有两次机会　要加油
zhangheng1020 says:
that is good, pat pat
CC says:
满分６５的卷子　我６０分
zhangheng1020 says:
that is good la
CC says:
是啊　呵呵
CC says:
第一次太差了没办法
zhangheng1020 says:
what is the mean?
CC says:
这次的平均分４９. 班上成绩不好第一次考试不好的都drop了.
zhangheng1020 says:
Well, you did really very well. you know what? 满分2５的卷子　我22分
CC  says:
我不管了　反正最多是个b吧
zhangheng1020 says:
满分2５的immunology 卷子　我22分...
those indians in my class.. all 25~~
dying~~~
CC says:
我就不相信他们真得比我们好
zhangheng1020 says:
They learn english in their collage
English is their offical public language
CC says:
那也没办法　语言的问题　这个我没办法
zhangheng1020 says:
.........  I want to get A
CC says:
那也没办法　这个世界不是你想怎样就会怎样的
我已经看开了
zhangheng1020 says:
but they are too strong..... 4 of my classmates have passed step 2 for usmle. I just used be top in class, those life here is really a suffering
CC says:
也没什么吧
我不像你　我当得了第一　我也当得了最后
我无愧于心就好
zhangheng1020 says:
yep, suffering... I am serious....I can bear the 最后 ... as long as I can still see the "hope" ahead
*CC says:
我觉得你是不是太要强了
我不觉得最优秀的医生是考试分数最高的医生
zhangheng1020 says:
actually, I am suffering my guity inside my heart
I knew
CC says: 有什么好guilty的?
zhangheng1020 says:
我have愧于心...but I don't know I 愧 what...
......
CC says:
那就是莫名其妙了
zhangheng1020 says:
I felt guilty when I fall asleep in front of the desk
I felt guilty when I can not finish my reading task
I felt guilty when I made lots of mistakes in my pretest
I felt guilty when I can not be better than my last time
and I felt guilty when I can not dig in my reading
I even felt quilty when I am chating
CC says:
你是人　不是机器
人需要休息　人需要社会活动
人犯错　机器也犯错
如果一个医生　不能以宽和的心态去原谅自己　我只能说这个人根本就不配做医生
zhangheng1020 says:
......
CC says:
你觉得我说错了？
你不可能永远比谁都要
zhangheng1020 says:
yes, I mean, u are right
CC  says:
你也不可能永远不犯错,医生这辈子会犯的错误多了去了.哪个一生没有医死过人的？
反省是必要的　但是你也要学者对自己宽容.
zhangheng1020 says:
I felt guilty.. becasuse... I felt fear
I just recognized, I lost my confidence...
I felt fear that one day I will fail for my not 拼命 enough
CC says:
这个世界上没有任何事情值得你为之拼命
因为只有命在你在能做其他的事情
zhangheng1020 says:
no, I love my major soo much
medicine for me, is above my life
I am serious
CC says:
就算你是个绝顶优秀的医生又如何你自己过不了自己这关　你再优秀也是没用的
U 这个看法根本就不对
你把医学看得比你的性命还重要
你觉得医学这个职业会用同样的东西来回报你吗?
也许你可以说我不在乎回报这个东西
但是我不信
zhangheng1020 says:
I knew that is en emotional... expression
CC says:
你要是真不在乎回报　你就不会因为一次考试就郁闷
你郁闷　就是因为你正在学的东西　没有给你你想要的回报
zhangheng1020 says: I do care less about "回报" what I care is.. I can not be the best  in my field
CC says:
就算是心理上的满足　这个也是一种回报
何况这种回报看似没什么　实际上比前才来的重要的多
那你这辈子就郁闷吧
zhangheng1020 says:
ok, you win, I need "positive feedback"
CC says:
你抱着这样的想法　你永远都不可能做到最好
zhangheng1020 says:
so, what should I do?
CC says: 你还问我？
现在你该看电视就看电视　该睡觉睡觉
星期一看你的卷子　找出错的地方　去问老师
forget那些老印的鬼话
我告诉你
人家告诉你人家多少分　就是为了让你心里不舒服. 你个傻瓜还着别人得道
zhangheng1020 says: they told me, "that is poor"
CC says: so what? 老娘ｐｏｏｒ不ｐｏｏｒ要你们管
zhangheng1020 says: right! 老娘ｐｏｏｒ不ｐｏｏｒ要你们管... I will teach them who is the boss in class. Let us wait and see.
CC says:
还有一点
无论如何都要身体好　心态好
你现在还只是在学校　等你真正的成为一名医生了你才发现　其实永远有比你好比你有优势的人　而且最要命的是不是所有这样的人都很善良　你要面对各种各样的挑战　有些甚至是很尖刻很嚣张的刁难
我们都要学着处乱不惊
真正的好医生不是每天抄写１００遍我是好医生而且跟别人比的　医生好不好是病人说的　你只要尽你的最大努力就好

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me: Today I was beaten by XX
hu: ？
me: he critice so ... roughly... that I can not hold myself... crying~~~ in front of computer. Then he go on "pi ping" by phonecall...
hu: 哦
me: He just remind me for my weakness and shortness. that is good for me. I will try to change myself. I am the person that keep my words
hu: 嗯，注意对自己不要太严厉了，
me: I really felt 委屈 sometimes...I am a outgoing person. I like write down my toughts and my life...and share with my friends
hu: 嗯，这我理解
me: but XX told me...I should stop those junk posts and blog writing. He said that is meanless. But I felt I do need a place to release my pressure
hu: 但是这些东西对你是很有意义的。他有自己的观点，有一定的道理
me: I think he prefer to help me, to guide me for better, to tread those pressure "inside" and to hold them for my own, changing them into my study drive. Actually, I tried before, but that is too hard. You know, I am a outgoing girl,if I hold those for my own that will be very tough for me.
hu: 嗯，是的。有痛苦要让朋友们分担。
me: Should I learn to "hold" my pressure, or keep on writting?
hu: 认真听取别人的意见，但是按照自己的想法去生活
me: (= =)n......do you think those kinds of "writing " is addiction?
hu: 应该不是，对你而言,更象维他命. 虽然占用了一些时间，但是至少现在对努力前行是有意义的.
me: thank you
hu: X已经超越了那个阶段，所以他认为没有意义。每一个人都有自己的意义
me: en... I understood now... btw, how could I also 超越了那个阶段?
hu: 你需要的是时间和开悟
me: And when could be my 开悟 point?
hu: 开悟前你是不不知道什么时候开悟的
me: ok, I caught you, thank you tutor
hu: 但是要保持一颗察觉的心
me: I made up my mind, I will try to hold those pressure "inside'  Hope I can also learn fast at this time
hu: 顺其自然，人定胜天
me: thank you. I will follow the nature way and be good as usual. Hay, got to go on my work le
hu: 加油
me: en, u 2.  later